Hi 
it’s hard to summarize me in this thread but I have always been anxious emotional and sensitive … so I feel I feel things deeply & I’ve always been a crier. Last September my family and I moved 15 hours away from everything and everyone I have ever known and although yes I am happy and this adventure is nice I am also emotional about leaving behind my parents and brothers and nieces and nephews and it hurts … so they came to
Visit this week and although I was crazy happy and joyous I was also crying pretty hard alone and privately at the thought of them leaving and also at the thought of how this is only a visit and not every day and my kids wouldn’t actually get to grow up with these people my family
On a regular basis bc they will go back home and that’ll be that…
My husband thinks my intense crying (again mostly privately ) was too much and that it isn’t healthy … I need some opinions please… this is my first visit with them since we moved. I watched my niece and nephew every Tuesday since my
Niece was about five so ten years …, it’s not easy and the guilt of knowing my mother is missing out on seeing my little ones grow up just on a daily basis and has to watch them on FaceTime kills me.