Long story short, I suffer really bad with my mental health, C-PTSD, anxiety and depression. I’m currently waiting for more therapy but I’m constantly having suicidal thoughts. The only thing that is stopping me is my daughter, she’s 5 years old and I can’t do it to her.
My issue is, my partner is so unsupportive, I tell him how I’m feeling and he does nothing to make me feel any better, he says he doesn’t know what to say (he struggles with emotions himself) it’s not so much that I want him to say anything, I just want him to acknowledge me and my feelings. He has his own business which comes with immense stress for him but he won’t accept any help it’s so frustrating.
I know I should leave but I really don’t want to have to move myself and my daughter and couldn’t really afford to, however, he won’t leave when I’ve asked him to and when I’ve asked why, he says because he thinks we are good together and he loves me.
Sorry I feel like I’m rambling and jumping for one thing to another but I don’t want to bore you with all this, I just feel I need to put it out there and see what you guys think I should do for the best xx
Thank you for taking the time to read if you’ve gotten this far xx