Husband caught again

I caught my husband buying nudes from couple ladies, and he is texting another woman. He swore he.would never do that again after all we went through last couple years. He left me for another woman before. I did forgive him, and took him back. I had the divorce papers ready,but he didn’t want to go through with it. Now he is doing it again. He never buys me flowers or anything. Yet he can spend money buying naked pictures. He doesn’t know that I know what he is doing. I am going to bring it up today, and I know he’ll deny it all. Like he has in the past. I wish he would just tell me if he’s unhappy rather than tell me he loves me. I don’t believe him anymore when he says that. My heart is broken, and I keep having anxiety attacks because of this.

Sorry love. Easier said than done but you deserve so much better