I just found out my baby isn't viable

I just went in for my second ultrasound and the baby still hasn’t grown at all, there’s the sac but still no baby. They took my blood to check for levels but pretty much I’m just waiting for the process to start happening this is why I haven’t had any symptoms I already bought stuff for the baby and now I don’t even wanna look at it. my first pregnancy was so healthy. I don’t understand why God gives us these blessings then takes it away but I’d much rather it happen now then be 6 months and find out something’s wrong. But it’s still so hard.