Just needing to vent

Just need to vent out these very pregnant hormonal emotions. So I love my Mom just like everyone would love their mom but she can be very very selfish. I’ve been going through a lot of medical issues lately and honestly anytime I was ever sick or hurt as a child she has always seemed to do this guilt tripping and weird one upping thing. And this week I feel just like I’m going to burst from the fact that I can never seem to be able to talk about having an actual medical issue or be in pain without her making it about herself and I just want her to actually hear me for once when I tell her, “hey I’m hurting too please listen to me,” but she never listens