A lepeord changes its spots but never its nature… Once they have jump the fence they will always… Get out while you can, whilst you still can find some one who will love and respect you… There’s no love if people cheat
Take a break tell him you need some space to figure out if you still want to be married or not
I didn’t even have to read half of this to know you need to leave and wipe your hands clean of him. Easier said than done yes. But needs to be done
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He needs to work on himself before you can fix what y’all have. He is drinking and being ugly to you because he can’t handle the things he did but expects you to! My husband did the same exact thing with my best friend while I was sleeping inside the house. I lost two people I loved at the same time. You need to let him go for a little and work on your self or else this will destroy you.
Hes a narcissist. He wont change until he has to. He sees you as weak.
You took him back so he knows your expectations are low. You allow what you allow. His actions were not ok, it’s a firm no, and make sure he knows it was his actions that caused it not yours!
Fool me once shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me. That’s what my mama taught me and I held to that. Don’t kid yourself, it will be hell and then something amazing will happen and then hell and joy. You just have to trust in yourself no matter what. HARD! But you CAN do whatever you know is right. Just DO. It makes it harder to not move. Remember JUST DO. You already know. Much love dear 
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It doesn’t sound like it ever worked and your children will be happy when you are. Doing the right thing is never easy, if it was everyone would do it and only you can decide what is right for you
I lived through this very thing!
Leave and take your kid’s, or throw him out!
You and the kids deserve WAY BETTER!!!
You need help and consulting,God bless you! Leave him